wow. rejection is a biotch, man.
i’m still occasionally experiencing moodswings from the most recent one.
and then i got a nice dollop of repeat bombed comedy last night. seriously, there wasn’t a single laugh in the house. from 0 to negative in self-esteem, ladies and gentlemen.
and yet, i’m feeling pretty peachy keen today with a penchant for sudden sobs.
i’m the kind of person who doubts success and revels in failure.
people lose all their expectations of you.
and my adopted soldier apparently already got an Ipod elsewhere. fricking fantastic.